To be frank, I just cannot be bothered with people, I find them uninteresting and boring.
All I want to do is play computer games, and when I'm with people I would rather not be there. So much effort to talk that just doesn't seem worth it.
I have friends but I'm gradually phasing them out because I feel it's completely pointless spending time with them, it pretty much feels like I'm wasting time. They have to convince me to go out.. offering me incentives and stuff. I have to try and make excuses. I really would rather stay in, but I feel some kind of pressure to go out, wtf is this? Why should I have to do something I don't want to do? Why can't I be happy? When I'm at home I feel happy, relaxed, and I play computer games on my PC, surf the web, research business ideas, I have NEVER felt lonely when I'm on my own, so I don't have a need for social interaction. When I'm alone I feel in a positive and constructive state, I can get things done quickly, and I can think deeply, people
2006-09-27
18:12:52
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