No wonder I've been a virgin for so long. I don't feel safe among my neighborhood b.c a bunch of black guys approach me for being a attractive light skinned female, but their style & how they approach me are not appealing at all. They make me uncomfortable. I am biracial. My mom's white & my dads black. I have never had a very great relationship w/ my father b.c I've witness how bad he treated my mom; causing her to be stressed out at times. Plus he'd abused us due to alcoholism & drugs over the years. I don't want to live w/ a man like that & I've noticed almost all black guys are like that. I have had a minium few of black female friends, but if they weren't friends, 85% of the time they quickly become jealous of me. I have had MANY MANY jealous black girls since I started school basically! I had major anxiety/depression since 9 & I soley blame my father, jealousy, & sexual harassment as cause. All three involving blacks. I feel like I don't fit in this culture. So I want to move.
2007-06-13
12:32:40
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