I'm 16 and I have been raised in the Catholic faith, baptized and all. I was confirmed in seventh grade, but at that age believed in God becuase my parents told me to.
At this point, I don't feel very Catholic. There are too many contradictions in the faith that keep me from believing. The problem is, my parents don't accept it.
I do not want to have to go to church anymore, and I am currently trying to figure out exactly what I believe in, but my parents refuse to accept the fact that I don't want any part in their faith. When I am at church, I feel like I'm lying to myself and the rest of the congregation. I am happy for them that they believe, and I respect their beliefs, but it's not something I believe. How can I talk to my parents and make them understand that I don't want to be forced to swallow their beliefs and that I want to decide for myself what I believe?
My 4 years of depression and a suicide attempt make this all a lot harder as well.
2007-10-20
10:30:35
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Kasandras
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