Even known someone who likes depression? I'm not addicted, I generally enjoy it; which is pretty scary to me. I don't really have a bad life. I mean sure, my childhood had it's ups and downs, but everyone's got 'em. I just got a new job, I'm about to get my GED, and head to college. Life seems fine. But whenever I get that moment to feel meloncholly, i'll take it with a smile on my face. I'll stay with it for a long while, but hide it from everyone. I've felt this way since a kid, but always tried to just ignore it. Recently however, for the first tiime(as much as I scolded the idea publicly for most of my life), I cut myself with a blade. Nothing serious. And I did it just so I could keep myself depressed.I want to stay in it as much as possible these days. I don't hate others or myself, But i truly just love the emotions that come with it. I love my depresssion. I But I feel it could start to ruin my life and being to snowball. Anyone have any similiar experience or advice.
2006-10-16
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