I shouldn't even be thinking about suicide?
i feel that anything i do won't have a good result if i don't pray for the extraordinary blasphemous thoughts that i had before
there no meaning, intent or plan behind my thoughts, it's just out of my control
are the people with mental illness infested with devils and is that why they're sad?
this is one of my biggest obstacles in life, so i should fight it off to find myself again
i feel that one day i might think that religion is killing me even though im a christian
whenever i feel guilty and uncomfortable, does that mean the devils are near me?
am i right and what should i do?
i had tons of points that i wanted to mention, which i all analyzed in my head, but it was gone when i clicked the back button
i have been having too much guilt all the time and i can't leave myself alone with it and i just had a really big fight with my grandma who i live with and i told her about suicide and that she looked like devil and she was very upset
11 minutes ago - 3 days left to answer.
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9 minutes ago
i was going to tell her about my ocd, but there's a close doctor that she and i know
she might tell him that i have it, which i don't want it to be transferred because i admire and like him, and he also thinks that im good at everything and im so smart, basically he likes me a lot, but i don't want to ruin that
9 minutes ago
i think it's time for me to live a free life without guilt and i feel that i have to pray, but i don't want to and i don't want to commit suicide
7 minutes ago
i really had a hard time with guilt about other things
6 minutes ago
i make up reasons of why i don't have to pray or be guilty but when i forget those points, it's like being unable to get access to an addiction
6 minutes ago
i make up reasons of why i don't have to pray or be guilty but when i forget those points, it's like being unable to get access to an addiction
4 minutes ago
i cried when we had a fight
4 minutes ago
i cried when we had a fight
4 minutes ago
i even cried when we had a fight and i usually don't cry
4 minutes ago
i even cried when we had a fight and i usually don't cry
1 minute ago
i feel too overwhelmed or don't know what to do sometimes and i want to excel in everything, but i have too much weight on myself
2007-12-20
20:33:31
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