first of all, people might think that im angry, but actually im guilty
i think i have obsessive compulsive disorder, so i do things that i don't want to do and i have unwanted thoughts sometimes
a few years ago, i said f***ing jesus, which i really don't mean because im christian and i have nothing again him at all
i also have a rule where saying it in my mind is ok because i did it a numerous times, but saying it out loud or mumbling it, i can't bear it
so a few years ago, i said it out loud or mumbling, i can't remember well
a few days ago, i did it again, mumbling it
i think that i only said the f word and didn't say his name
but i felt guilty, but im ok now
but it's going to haunt me again some time later on
if i didn't mean it, then is it fine, or do i have to ask for forgiveness
i think i might also have anxiety disorder
im also doing this recently
i don't want to think about this, but sometimes it pops up of my head when i do something
47 minutes ago - 3 days left to answer.
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47 minutes ago
everything except blasphemy is ok?
is this blasphemy?
1 hour ago - 3 days left to answer.
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1 hour ago
when i feel that i've done wrong, i think that i will be punished in life, so i do everything with guilt like being punished
im in university studying, but this doesn't help at all
im getting headaches now
1 hour ago
does he know what im going through
do i still have to ask for forgiveness?
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7 minutes ago
once again i say, i don't want to talk to anyone about this since people are telling me to
what happens if i don't ask for forgiveness, would bad things happen to me in life or is it just the matter of going to hell?
im kind of lazy in this way, so im also lazy to ask for forgiveness
i procrastinate it and say that i'll do that later, but before i ask for forgiveness, would i not be able to do things properly?
1 minute ago
i want to grow more, but would this have an effect on my growth?
0 seconds ago
is this depression?
3 days ago - 19 hours left to answer.
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3 days ago
i'll get over it if you say that it's fine
21 minutes ago - 3 days left to answer.
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13 minutes ago
im scared for god's sakes for having done this before
6 minutes ago
don't tell me to see someone, tell me if i should feel guilty or not
2007-11-24
15:16:56
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