School is hard for me because I have so many other things to worry about. I worry about digging myself into debt, not being able to pay bills, being late to class, flunking the class, being late to work, losing my job!!! It's crazy, I know, but those are honestly things I worry about. I try to do everything perfect, and I get really stressed when things aren't. I can't keep this up! It's taking a toll on me. Also, if I haven't already described anxiety, I have pretty bad anxiety while in my classes. If I arrive after the start time of my class, even if I'm right outside the door, I won't walk in, I'll just leave and wait for my next class or go to work because I'm THAT paranoid about walking in late and being judged by the instructor/classmates. I HATE that feeling more than anything, walking in late, having everyone stare at me, possibly not being able to find a seat, or having the instructor say something smart to me in front of everyone! Anyone else know what I'm talking about?
2007-11-23
05:12:43
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