I feel like I've really mucked up my life in school - friends, peers, talents, self-esteem, etc.
I love my life out of school and I try to encourage myself to hope and just get through things, but when I go back to school, I see people getting congratulated for doing things I could do better at. I just really don't get around to showing those talents cos i'm not so popular. I see some of my friends hugging others or going for 'walks' with them whereas I am left thinking "what about me". In class, peers get fussed over who they sit with. To me, I'd prefer sitting next to a 'nerd' than someone who makes you look stupid by saying "can i move?"
I get chances to tlk to ppl but I act so shy. I am so happy, confident and smart at home and I wish I was like that at school. I get so hurt over little things at school. I can't wait to leave school/
Please tell me, does life at school not matter later in life? Should I keep depending on my life out-of-school?
Does this happn to other ppl?
2007-10-18
01:45:15
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m.n.m
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