I have a problem. As a teen girl I've done some stuff, that I'm not proud of. Slept with a few people, and was basically a rebel. I never committed no crimes, but I was a little bit hot in butt. Being that, rumors was started about me. I use to play boys, and they would get mad and talk trash about me. I didn't really care much since I knew the truth.
Now, that i'm older, I don't know what I was thinking. I"m emabarrssed, but at the same time I understand I was a teen and wanted to feel love.
My past has a hold of me, because now when I go out, I feel as if everyone is looking at me talking trash. With that, I have anxiety whenever I have to step out the house, and afraid to meet new people. I'm afraid they might find out about my past. In my world it feels as if people are watching my every move.
How do I overcome this?
2007-06-12
02:10:38
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