because of my mental health difficulties i find it difficult to go out anywhere. social anxiety, panicky feelings, paranoia, low self esteem, very low) inner rage feelings. inferiority feelings. and dark morbid thoughts. and constant racing thoughts rule my life at the moment. i have contact with the outside world mainly through the internet, and myspace and this site. the net sheds a little light in my very dark life..ive made a few contacts through myspace and added them to msn..however i dont no how to chat to them. im fearfull of them rejecting me, my insecurities and low self worth always comes through in someway. plus im a very obsessional, needy, clingy person, and the girls ive had brief encounters with always end up rejecting me and leaving me. going offline never to come online again. and i feel gutted.. why does rejection damage me so? i feel the overwhelming need to be wanted, accepted and loved and needed. but that never happens to me
2007-01-29
09:49:11
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