A little background info... My dad died when I was 11, I'm 21 now. Him and I were really close, and for the last 10 years I have missed him so much. He was a great father. He did the best he could for us. His death was tragic, and I deal with it everyday.
Well I keep having this dream. Different circumstances every time, but in general they're all the same. Like this last one, our family and I were shopping, with my Dad, and I'm so happy he's back with me, it's like he never was gone. But then suddenly, he either disappears, or dies again, and I'm left, waking up from my sleep, devastated, and completely disappointed.
I don't really know what they mean, and I don't like having them. because these dreams really hurt me. It's like he's dying again and again. I can't take the pain to begin with, and to experience it over and over again, it's too much.
2007-12-20
16:49:35
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