Okay, just to start off, I am not a lesbian, I'm not in the littlest bit attracted to woman. Saying that, here goes, Since I was in high school I have had a problem with guys, I mean guys like me and I like them back, then when they go to kiss me or touch me I get really grossed out and want to vomit. I have slept with four guys in my life, (I'm 20 ) and these four guys have not grossed me out, however probably 10 + guys that have tried to get with me have grossed me out. One if these guys I felt I loved in my heart but when he touched me I felt sick. I was molested by my step dad many times as a little girl and this is all I can figure that comes from however why have the four guys I've been with not gross me out? None of these people even resemble my step dad or his behavoir and every time I find a guy I like, he kisses me or something and that's in, I know it won't work, can anyone give me some advice?
2006-10-20
06:29:55
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Gender Studies