I really don't even know what to say. I'm 15 and I have a great life..loving family/friends, great grades, etc. I constantly think about death and I honestly don't see myself being alive in the next couple of months. I wish something bad would happen to me sometimes and I know that's horrible, but it's the truth. I'm not depressed, but I do think of suicide. I think about stupid things a lot, a name for instance or an object....they just fascinate me. It's hard to understand. I just feel like screaming or something because I don't know what to do anymore. I can't even talk to anyone about it because I know they won't understand if I don't myself. And I don't believe in God, so praying is not an option. Ahh, do I even have a problem here? What can i doooo?
2007-12-29
19:04:14
·
9 answers
·
asked by
SB
3