i want to commit suicide... can someone please help me?

Question

i must be honest and tell ya that i'm not even on my other account because im to afraid that people might think im some kind of freak. i want to kill myself because i honestly don't think i was ready for the real world and i feel like i don't belong here on earth at all. i don't like working at all and i got a very sh*tty minimum wage job. i really don't want to hurt the ones i love and i don't want to be selfish but i need to face it.............. the world is a better place without me. i love god and im afraid to go to hell if i did something like this but i got nothing going for me. like most of the time.

i also suck at school and try to get good grades but that does not happen often.

i also don't know how i would kill myself. plus no girls really like me that much i forgot to mention.

im twenty years old...

thanks for the support. i feel a little bit better but my life could be better. i guess it could be worse.

Answer 1

Relax man. You are normal. Yea life sucks. It is hard. But you will be surprised how good it gets if you keep on trying to better yourself. When I was 20 I had nothing going on. No skills man! Minimun wage. I kept learning all I could and I kept looking for opportunities. Don't be afraid to fail at learning knew things. Read the book "How to win friends and influence people". I am 58 now and I am glad I chose to fight and look for the good.

Answer 2

You are here for a purpose the thing is you just haven't found it yet and you are just being impatient...There have to be things about life that you enjoy. Eating, watching TV, masturbating, enjoying nature. Try to do more things that make you happy regardless of what other people think...Quit your job even if you need it to support yourself..We aren't here long enough as it is to be miserable working somewhere you aren't happy. Don't worry about school either if you suck at it don't sweat it there are tons of ways of making money out there without an education. Things tend to go in cycles the are real sh**ty for a while and then for some reason they go really great for a while... that's just the way things go. Your life is going to be wonderful just give it some time meanwhile have some selfish fun.

Answer 3

You're twenty years old - OF COURSE you're not ready for the real world. And that's normal, Sweetie! Life is so overwhelming at that age. I would NOT want to be twenty again - I wouldn't make it the second time around! Suicide is definitely not the answer, and I'm living proof of that! Take one second at a time, one hour at a time, one day at a time. And PRAY often.

The world would NOT be better off without you. Your parents will DIE inside, their spirit will cease to exist, if you leave this world. Your death will cause more pain than the pain you are feeling now. Don't be Selfish! The fact that you are reaching out is proof positive that you have the strength to change. Write down a life-plan. Chart how you can climb out of your rut. Remember that if you Fail to Plan, You Plan to Fail! I guarantee and promise - in one year, you will find it easy to smile, laugh, and have fun! You WILL get through this difficult, sad, and lonely time in your life. Know that this period, very soon, will be Behind you, and NOT in front of you. Trust God. He will see you through.

Answer 4

Hey man I know what you're going through. I'm 23 and I have Bi-polar disorder. I have suffered my entire life with severe depression, pills, therapy, divorce of my parents, girls not liking me, people hurting and betraying me and in and out of the hospital. I understand what you mean by you feel you're not meant for this world and that you want to die to end the pain. I'd like to say that it will all go away but it won't. I go to counceling and take meds. I have some good days but mostly life is very hard. The thing that helps me is that I could never leave my brother behind. He would never get over it. That helps me to not do it. It sounds like you want to get help. You're sick and it's ok. Depression is a disease, you're not a freak because you have an illness. This world is so evil and currupt and 90% of it's people are absolute garbage. The way I see it is that there are exceptional people who learn to deal with pain and suffering to rise above it and become what they want to become. Most people are ignorant and have lifetimes of suffering ahead of them. I don't know how you feel about god but the way I feel is that basically I'm on my own. If I want something it's up to me. Take it from me THERE IS NO HELL. Hell was created by currupt kings and church officials in the dark ages as scare tactice so people would follow their cause. A lot of people are going to tell you be stronger or stop focusing on the negative blah blah. They are ignorant and don't understand what you're going through. A councelor can discifer where you feel your pain is coming from. Talk to a councelor, there is treatment, there is hope.

Answer 5

"what Satan wants for you is to be weak"

Another idiot of a Christian.

Listen, my religion is Satanism, which means i have faith in Satanic beliefs

I have a degree
I have a sports car that isn't cheap
I have a good Consultant career
I have had relationships some really attractive girls, (two been models).

Yet you are depressed and you believe in god?

I used to read the bible and pray, but then i turned to Satanism, so i know Christians inside out...they don't like me because i can answer any question and have proof. Such as Satanism was the first religion. Read your history books, not the ones in schools but the old ones and they talk about existing before even Jesus or God is even spoken off amongst humans.

Where is your so called god now....

I am not a weak person, ask anyone, they call me charismatic, i am a manger of quite a few people in my job, hell i have even been peoples hero a few times and i am confident to hell.

I contradict your statment you stupid idiot. You have indeed caused blasphemy to my faith, I admit no devils exist and i have a religion and yet you can't even deny God doesn't exist. He made me depressed until i turned to Satanism. Trust me true Satanism is not what 13 year old teanagers practice and it is not the killing of animals. It is a real serious religion.

Answer 6

First of all, I've got to tell you to ignore the inevitable answers from jerks who will tell you to go ahead. I think you need to consider the future and be able to envision that things really can change for the better for you. Suicide kinda nullifies that option, don't you think? I don't know your age, but it would be helpful for you to talk to a counselor (school counselor, EAP program through where you work if they have one, or a psychologist). You really can make positive changes in your life, and one day you will look back on this and be glad you didn't opt out of life. Good luck to you.

Added:
Well, thus far there have been none of the negative answers that i'd feared. I guess i should give people in here more credit.

Answer 7

You are looking at a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It's a very selfish thing because when you're gone you have anything to worry about but your loved ones are faced with the pain of losing you. Get some help, call someone you trust and tell them how you are feeling. Regardless of what, get some medical help too. Things always get better.

Answer 8

I can help you if you take my advice. First, don't do anything to harm yourself tonight. Make a relaxing snack and drink some milk, take a shower, and go to bed. Try to focus on relaxing and counting sheep or something while you are in bed until you fall asleep. If you can't sleep and you really feel miserable and suicidal, call the police on yourself or call a suicide hotline. The number for a hotline is in the front of the phone book. If you can get a night of sleep, you'll probably feel better tomorrow. Go for a walk in the morning.

Call some people tomorrow and talk to them about your job and school and your thoughts about life. Also, feel free to put more questions on answers if you feel bad.

Just don't do anything harmful to yourself tonight.

Answer 9

Arnt you afraid of death. What will happen. Will you die, forget eveythind\g and just dissapear? Will god send you to heven. Will you go to paradise. Are you really willing to take that risk. Besides there is a big fun world out there. Paris, San Fransisco. And Theres also great food. You may be in a sichuation but all you have to do is wait till it goes away. Then Your FREEE!!!!!!!!!!! Get a hight paying job and have fun. Every person that tries to kill them selves and lives always regrets it. Besides if you trie it and it doesn't work you will go to counciling, hopitals and you will never get a job yummy food, or go to a great place like egipt.

Answer 10

My beloved, if you love God then know that there is a reason you were born into this world and you have a purpose. You will be challenged to go off the path chosen for you by the evil forces we fight against. Don't question your reason for being, but find your purpose and talk to friends, family and older helpful people to get help and guidance. Chemical imbalances in the brain mess up our thinking and emotions sometime, but you can be helped and then live to help others who feel like you do. You are loved.....