plus im 30, i have borderline personality disorder, ive endured an immense amount of abuse & victimization in my life.
is it normal if youve had a history of being victimized abused and bullied throughout your life to feel like your being persecuted by people & the system now?
i get very depressed, i live alone, get very lonely, ive never been employed or had relashionships...ie: a girlfriend.
worse thing is, i have dreams and ambitions i dont no how to reach in life...i want to emigrate from the uk, find a new life, find a loving partner......
but i feel like im being prevented from achieving those dreams and im being persecuted by society or ' the system'.....& i dont no how to fight it..
im waiting for therapy, but because my problems are so entrenched, im wondering can it really help me....i feel so angry, negative & self destructive...and im finding it hard to battle against, the inner rage...i feel as though people have made me this way & ruined my life, ruined how i think
2007-07-16
11:21:05
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