I am only thirteen, and about a year ago I had this ‘episode’. I live in the country and I ran out in the pasture in the middle of the night. I was out there for over eight hours. When I came back, I told my mother everything, but she just wrote it off as nothing.
I looked up the symptoms I experienced and I found that it was hardly ‘nothing’ as my mother had said. But I didn’t want to push the matter, for I really did want it to be nothing, so I kept quiet, even though I was still going through these… things.
All was fine for a while, until two months ago. Although this time, I hurt myself, and my sister. And I am frightened that I will do it again.
I feel as though I am a threat to myself and others. But whenever I try to speak to my mother about this, she changes the subject or cuts off the conversation abruptly. I think she is afraid that once a psychiatrist tells me that there is something wrong with me, that she will have to face it.
Is there anything that I can do?
2007-03-26
14:28:25
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9 answers
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Athena Lynn.
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