Im only 16, but having been dealing with this since, well, i cant remember how old i was,i can just picture the1st time i felt it.
Ok. Its a nausea. Im too the point where i cant stand it anymore. When i feel it i dont want to be here. It only happens at night. But guaranteed to happen if i dont stay home at night. It does happen at home sometimes. There will be time when it doesnt happen for a while at home. Then it just comes. Ill be fine up to the point where i actually get in bed. I cant stay anywhere but at home and with close family for the most part. I constantly worry about if i go hang out with friends at night or i have to stay somewhere other than home or close family that i'll feel that sick. But never do. But the slightest things i see, while i feel that sick, can trigger thoughts and go to something so big. A pencil sharpener, to graduating, to college, to growing up. And i cant remember hardly anything frm when i was younger. I am in counseling though...
2006-12-27
18:49:57
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Hope
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