I'm twenty one years old, and feel like i've served a sentence that long. I want to die so bad. I feel life is pointless, and so far ive only experienced pain. I had sex for the first time last night, and it was with a girl who is my friend, and i thought it was something more, and it turns out its just drunk sex. I cant help but feel anything but pain. Its not just her, I think some of us were made for life, and some of us weren't. I happen to be one of the people who wasnt. I know some of you would like to say turn to god, but to me he isnt real. I've tried to believe, and only find emptiness. Well if god isnt real and this life is all we have, then i have been given a bad hand, and im ready to fold.
2006-11-11
20:30:39
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