I went to my GP today because I've been really depressed and I took an overdose last week because I felt so bad and I wanted to die, but it didn't work.
He says I have to go into hospital, he couldn't get me a bed today so he made me promise not to do anything bad tonight and I'm going in tomorrow morning. But I'm so scared now about what's going to happen, I don't want to go but he said if I didn't then he would section me so I have to go.
I can't sleep because I'm really scared and I've self harmed a lot today and I can't stop doing it. I'm by myself, I was supposed to be staying with a friend, my doctor didn't want my to be by myself overnight but I don't have any friends to stay with.
I just don't know how to get through tonight, I'm sitting here crying my eyes out and my legs are a mess from self harm, I just want to die.
2006-07-03
12:32:57
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Alicia W
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