I am 34 years old, and have been through a lot of problems in my life. For instance, had 11 surgeries in 1 year after a horrible car accident, horrible in-laws, came from the different continent...
My problem is that I think of negative things constantly, and I am so TIRED of myself, that I just want to disapear.If I was not afraid of afterlife, I would easily kill myself. It is not even depression any more, I am just tired, tired, tired of life. How am I suppose to live for another 30-35 years? I am in pain every day, on the top of everything, I have scars on my body that I can not ever go to the beach,ever wear short sleeves, I did not have any luck getting pregnant, the only friend I had, went back to Europe, and I miss her...Can I take some medication, should I talk to the shrink, should I ...What should I do? Help!
2006-06-25
20:10:46
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28 answers
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sheba
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