I've got a buzz going as I sit here and type this... it never used to be this big of a deal, but now I'm starting to wonder, do I depend on alcohol? I drink Thurs, Fri, Sat, and Sun. Mon, Tues, and Wed I work night shifts so I can't. I have to start early because then I can avoid hangovers. Sat & Sun I work days and am home by 4pm. I start drinking by 6pm but I stop after 4 drinks, max. I usually drink alone. I have a problem with depression that I had under control for several years, but has returned since I've become quite unhappy with my job. My marriage sometimes isn't all that great either. The only time I really feel good is when I'm drinking. I get sad when the bottle nears empty. (My poison is rum and coke, it's all I drink. Beer is gross, and wine coolers don't give me a buzz anymore). I work in law enforcement so it'd be really hard for me to start going to AA meetings, and furthermore, this is my one vice and I just don't have the urge to quit. Ideas? Thx, Bi
2007-01-13
12:05:26
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