I just lost my soul mate, the love of my life. We were together for almost four years, and planned on spending the rest of our lives together.
I'm a total wreck. I can't imagine living my life without him. I invested so much into the relationship. I was always concerned about his feelings ahd wellfare. I put university on hold, moved 8 hours away from home, and spent my college fund on moving in with him.
I'm back home with my parents, and they've been very supportive. I feel so alone though. Most of my friends where I lived with him are his friends also, and they are closer with. I people I was friends with here have drifted apart over the years. I went back to school part time in January, and I really have my heart set on the program back where my Ex lives now. I couldn't stand living in that city alone though, and the program isn't offered around here. I don't know what to do :(
I would do anything, even die for this man. How do I live my life without him?
2007-06-14
10:57:21
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nenn
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