I have been dealing with this thing, ever sense my boyfreind told me that looks at other women sexually, but can't help it because it is his instinct. Then he told me one day that he could have gotten a hotter girl, but he didn't because he was happy with me. I know we have no real problems. We both love each other, and we aren't going to leave each other. But this has caused me alot of social anxiety, wondering, what exactly is his hotter version of a girl. Making me feel like I am not physically good enough for him, even though I know I am deep down, and he always tells me I'm hot. But when he says another girl is attractive, I just get jellous, anyway. See, I live on a college campus, and there are tons of girls always dressing really skimpy, so this is one of the reasons that I feel this way. So, I know its wrong, but I have gotten very angery at these women, to the point of almost hate. Because I know I could do that if I wanted, but I feel like I can't because I don't want
2006-09-14
08:12:57
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