I left God, I lost my identity in him, my peace, happiness, joy, and my health is a mess, I living in housing like a boading house, I am 39 years old, but God keeps telling you that you will not die but live and declare the works of the Lord. My body is in so much pain, from a nervous broke down, and I was on four medication but now I am not on any medcines. I just feel so alone and empty, I just don't know how to get back up not even in him. I need a fresh start in a new envolvement but I just can't seem to find it, I don't have the money to move and I can't get a job yet, I have lost everything that I had, money, my own place, respect, freinds, family,church members, a man, and even myself, I lost peace, joy, hapiness, I even lost my soul, I prayed and I saw a light come into my room last week, and I hear a old song at the cross at the cross. It's a new start but where the pain is so great this morning that I just feel numb, and I don't even have a phone do I exstence, do I matter !
2007-03-06
01:42:41
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Angela B
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