I left God, I lost my identity in him, my peace, happiness, joy, and my health is a mess, I living in housing like a boading house, I am 39 years old, but God keeps telling you that you will not die but live and declare the works of the Lord. My body is in so much pain, from a nervous broke down, and I was on four medication but now I am not on any medcines. I just feel so alone and empty, I just don't know how to get back up not even in him. I need a fresh start in a new envolvement but I just can't seem to find it, I don't have the money to move and I can't get a job yet, I have lost everything that I had, money, my own place, respect, freinds, family,church members, a man, and even myself, I lost peace, joy, hapiness, I even lost my soul, I prayed and I saw a light come into my room last week, and I hear a old song at the cross at the cross. It's a new start but where the pain is so great this morning that I just feel numb, and I don't even have a phone do I exstence, do I matter !
2007-03-06 01:42:41 · 8 answers · asked by Angela B 1 in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
Until you can get out into the workplace: read. Build your mind andyour imagination. Reading something with suspense might help you to see how you handle different situations vs. the way the characters in the book handle situations.
You do exist even though you feel like you're not seen. If you matter, that i don't know. But, God knows and that is the reason why you are alive today. Tell yourself, "I will matter." Then, find ways to improve yourself. That way, when your day comes, you will be all the more beneficial. :-) Good luck.
2007-03-06 01:50:04 · answer #1 · answered by seeking_success 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I am sorry you feel so bad. I wish that there were some way to make it all better right now. My mom died awhile back and sometimes I just sit and say, "Okay, this is how things are right now, I am going to hurt and nothing is going to stop it for awhile", and I just allow myself to feel the pain. Whether you are in a situation you got yourself into, or whatever, the pain is there. Some of the most amazing people I know are the ones who hit the bottom and just wanted to give up, but they got back up, got the help and support they needed from people and are so awesome today. Do you need medication for an imbalance, depression, etc.? Don't wait. You're life is slipping by. Grab it. Make changes. Don't be afraid of death, be afraid of a life not lived. Robin Williams just had a hell of a past few years with his college roomie, Christopher Reeves (Superman) dying, then, if that weren't bad enough, Reeves wife dies of cancer and their poor little boy is left alone (oh, and his grandma died the year before that). So, Mr. Famous, has his bout with drinking or whatever and wallows in how life sucks, and it really does sometimes, let me tell you, and now he's back on the road to, "Okay, this too shall pass". Also,
God can't work with know it alls. You know, you can't work with dry clay, you have to have some tears in there to mold it. Start thanking God for your pain, start thanking Him for your trials, start thanking Him that you are blessed to be gaining wisdom and insight into the hearts and minds of people that have lost everything. Will He give you BEAUTY for ashes, STRENGTH for tears? YES, HE WILL!! Remember, Pray all the time!!
2007-03-06 12:27:25 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Everyone matters! Don't ever think that you don't matter. God put everyone on this earth for a purpose, and intends on keeping them here until they fufill it. What you are going through right now is one of his obstacles. God never dishes out a plate that he isn't sure we can't eat! You being here today asking this question shows that you have something. You recognize that you have a problem, and want to fix it. The first step is getting God back into your life. Go to church. Don't worry about what people say or think about you, as long as they can see you are getting right with the man uptsairs, that you are trying to do better with your life, they will come around. It's a step by step process that isn't going to happen over night. It takes time and patience, as well as a lot of determination. I fyou try something that doesn't work, try something else! Don't give up on yourself. God hasn't given up on you! If he had, you wouldn't be here right now! Don't look at what you don't have, just be thankful for what oyu do have. Believe and succeed!!! Good Luck!!!
2007-03-06 09:59:35 · answer #3 · answered by cim 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Right now you are your own worst enemy. The only one standing in your way is you. You do not need a relationship to be someone. If you have lost your faith, that is easily gotten back. God is always there and always ready to take you back. You just have to take God back. You will not find a satisfactory relationship with anyone until you begin to love yourself. You are worthwhile, you are somebody. Get off you a** and be something.
2007-03-06 09:50:43 · answer #4 · answered by fangtaiyang 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
yes, you matter to god. please know that sometimes we really make some bad mistakes and it takes us down a cold and lonely road we loose ourselves and everything else. you have taken the first step by seeing all of this. it will take time to get all this back, but never ever stop trusting in god he is with you and just because it does not seem as though he isn't answering all your prayers he really is. it did not take over night to get where you are now and will not be fixed in one day it will take a lot of time. i have been down that road keep failth in god and ask for his guidience and have patience in everything i pray for you and your story has touched my heart. please never give up and life will get better if you really want it to.
2007-03-06 09:55:34 · answer #5 · answered by shortyb 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes you are.... Have faith... Do you know that all the things that happened to you is a part of God's perfect plan for you???
just make your heart strong... take every problem a challenge to overcome and not a curse to be afraid of....
Lastly, pray, because that's our only hot-line to God... ask for his guidance and He'll provide you with all your needs...
2007-03-06 09:51:03 · answer #6 · answered by jc retardo 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
trust in god and not our circumstances. change your thoughts, don't focus on the negative, just the positive. when things get tough keep worshiping god no matter what happens. when life lets us down, as it often does, talk to god first, ask for wisdom. our choices will determine our lives, so u have to start making good godly choices.
2007-03-06 09:52:14 · answer #7 · answered by jude 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
well you have a computer to be able to write this question, so that is a good start.
2007-03-06 09:48:56 · answer #8 · answered by mother hen 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋