nobody wants me as more than a friend and i hate myself for that. what could possibly be so wrong with me that nobody would want me? ive never had a boyfriend, and im ashamed of that. i feel left behind, and rejected. ive never been kissed, or on a date. I want a guy to love me, to want to be near me, to hold me tight and never let go. i want somebody to actually care about me as more than a friend. i mean even my mom didnt want me, and she still doesnt. nobody understands me and they never will. I cant cry in public because to me it shows that im weak, so i always fight back the tears that are in my eyes, and HE still doesnt notice me. im losing a friend over a guy, and i might even lose him, i dont want to fight over a guy, but she does. I dont wanna lose either one of them. my life just really sucks right now nad this is where i come to escape the world and my life. i feel like i can tell u guys anything and not be judged. i really need that right now, u have no idea how much.
2007-02-04
16:00:25
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