We have been broken up for one and a half year but i still love him. I can't forget him as he is always on my mind.I have tried to forget him but everytime just failed. He call me or i call him from time to time but we don't talk our past, just a friend's conversation. I wanted to tell him i still love him very much but i don't dare to cause i afraid he may go away from me n avoid me. I really don't know what to do, it's already one and a half year since we broke up but i still can't mend my broken heart and hoping that he will come back to me one day...
He said the broke up first and i had asked him why, he just give some lame excuses and didn't even want to explain about it. He is still single now and every of friends asked him why u don't have any new girlfriend yet, he just smile. Whenever i talked my things in front of our friends, he pay attention(hearing) of what we'r saying, i pretended to no notice about it. and vice versa. I feel that he still loves me but... He was hurt from his first love...
I'd ask him for together again half a year after we broke up. He answered ' i can't guarantee u any happiness,sorry'. What can i do, i told myself to forget him and move on but failed. Three months after that i got a bad news from him, he wanted to leave for study in uk, i went through even harder time, i thought i can forget him since we seldom meet but i can't. Now he is back here for summer holiday, when we went out, he just treat me as friend and like a bit avoid 'not talking much like we did in calls before he came back'. I really don't know what to do, just wanting him to tell me that 'actually i still love u and plaese forgive me for hurting u'...
2006-07-31
18:00:30
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