realizing you have no chance at doing it again.
I slept throught one mandatory meeting, then
the next one I missed because of time /place conflicts. So I have been oust of the program, and it's too late to rejoin.
Im mad at myself, its not like I didnt want to do it, I really did , but I think I was only interested because it believed it would push me ahead, look good on a resume, and maybein the job game. But maybe those werent really good reason.
So im sitting here, rationalizing. I wanted this because it looks good on a resume, but Im not really pulling hairs to do it. Maybe then I should not be in it, whats the point of being a part of a program that I cant really committe to? Either way I've learned something, maybe I shouldnt be a part of programs, and maybe I should stick to things I have an active intrest in , and forget about having an impressive resume. Just do what comes naturally.
I'm in the pits, any advice guys? Thanks.
2006-10-19
10:47:06
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