Where you ever faced with a dilemma that made you think that your whole life depends on whether you choose or not?
That's where i am now, somewhere between forcing myself, and choosing... its sad, not knowing where you should belong...
i was sitting, and thinking that everyone has a dream and they want it fulfilled, that everyone has that little wish, when they pray everytime , they pray for it to come true...and here was my question, to me... What Is MY dream? its been so long burried in the abyss of my memories, so well burried, that even i can;t trace it, even i, the one who burried it, dont know what "my little wish" is... again, isnot it sad?
im trying to revive it, but the all the life signals are out, im trying to coax it with a song, maybe it will wake and it will all be a dream, im trying to cry for it, but as always, not even MY tears want to help me find my dream, sad, no?
i still feel that i have to choose, but what makes everthing so much harder, is that i know there are alternatives in life, i know that there are other possibilities, i know that THERE IS A LIFE! or am i again, dreaming? was that my "little wish"??? was it? how sad, even I cant answer myself...
janury, 11th, 2006
PS: this, as many of my entries, isnot a question posted for answering, i just like ppl to share their ideas about what they read from me, whether it touches them, or not...thanks
2006-06-06
07:05:19
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