I am working as a freelance photographer and for 3 years my situation gets worse and worse. I love photography, but I can for some reason not really work on anything anymore. It feels wrong. I am not happy with my work anymore.
I started my freelancing career as a drawer and painter, also had a band. All those things broke apart. When I try to draw or paint or write a song today, it just doesn t feel right anymore.
Everthing I once loved, where I put my passion in, just feels worthless and mediocre to me today. I am missing my passion and obsession for all the things that I once loved to do.
One reason might be, that I think it is "all about money" and there's always someone who tells me how to do things. The result is always a compromise.
On the other side I have many projects in my head that I want to realize, but for some reason I can not. Nothing helps. No to-do list, no get-things-done-lists, no project planning... it always gets stuck in the planning...
what can i do?
2007-01-16
07:53:10
·
11 answers
·
asked by
aeiou11235
2
in
Philosophy