When your spouse hurts you really badly over & over in many, many different ways, do you ever stop feeling the extreme anger, anguish, pain, gut-wrenching agony, sadness, and despair?
I also am extremely angry at one of the women who should have known better and she is probably living her happy life blissfully unaware. She probably doesn't even know I exist, not to mention my anger and sadness.
My husband is getting psychiatric treatment. I am seeing a psychotherapist and had previous counseling (preacher, counselors, group therapy, hospital). Nothing seems to help me just get over the years of garbage he (& others like the other women or "well meaning" individuals who took his side instead of being objective or supportive) put me through as far as this relationship is concerned.
I think I am damaged as far as future relationships go... Think of a dog in the furthest corner avoiding eye contact. That is how I feel inside. Does a person ever recover from something this severe?
2007-12-15
01:58:25
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Marriage & Divorce