Ok, my life is "bad luck". When I was young I was molested by my dad, but never told. I was molested again at a babysitters house, but never told. The reason I never told was because I absolutley did not know if someone did sexually acts to me I was suppose to tell. Well in school, I was always teased and called ugly, mostly behind my back. And I have always been pushed around by my family and others and I just feel so weak. Well now I'm in college and I am doing bad. I'm on acedemic probation and if I don't make 2 A's and 2 B's I'm out of school. This past week has been the worse. I made a F and a D, my grandma and mom told me a need work done on my teeth-I hate my looks. And just random "bad' things to add to my already "bad" luck. I just feel like God doesn't love. I believe in him, but I don't believe he believes in me. Or am I just overreacting? Help, I'm at my end. I don't see why I should keep going if nothing good ever happens to me. I work hard and nothing ever amounts to it.
2007-11-11
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