i dont ever want to go out anymore because im scared i might hurt someone, when people walk past me even tho i dont know them just looking at them is enough to seriously anger me, even random things like lamposts and stuff, i plus im getting into a lot of trouble because i literally cant go out during the day anymore, i feel open and exposed and everyone just seems annoying, when i hear ppl laugh i sometimes think its at me, ive lost interest in friends, girlfriends ... i dont want to do anything anymore... ppl tell me to seek "pro help" but i hate them more than anything. plus i have a bad way of dealing with the stress that have ended up with a few trips to the hospital ... ive stopped all my hobbies, i dont see the point in it anymore and i literally cant tell anyone about it because i just wont, i feel like im cornered, even if i wanted to live what the hell is worth living for. pain is the only thing that you ever get in life, and all pleasure is is pain in disguise
2007-10-17
16:50:52
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