I am a 17 year old girl, I have been physically and verbally abused my whole life.
Both of my parents are mentally ill, my father has a personality disorder and my mother has severe dysthymic disorder.
I have daily thoughts of suicide.
I used to see a therapist, but my father would always yell at me about how expensive it was, and that just made me feel even worse, so I stopped making appointments.
The only thing that keeps me alive is my love for my boyfriend and thoughts of the future I might someday have with him.
I don't feel like this is enough to keep me holding on.
How can I deal with these thoughts?
Are there any support groups that you can reccomend?
2007-09-05
05:41:17
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Nanci Raygun
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Mental Health