My girlfriend and I broke up just this last Thursday. We are still really close... and care about eachother, but it's obvious to both of us that this time it's really over. I still want to be with her and this is very hard for me.
Originally I am from Portland, OR. And since I was 13 years old I have had a huge crush on a guy. Usually it was mutual, but we always managed to be seeing other people. I would normally tell all my friends that I would leave ANYONE for him.
Since we've broken up I'm making a 400 mile drive up to visit. This guy wants to see me. Says he'll get us a nice room for the night. But, I still want to be with my ex. I know that if I meet this guy up there, it'll be completely over for my ex and I .
I've always wanted to be with him, and I DO understand that it's probably a one night thing.
AND I think it really it is over. Even though I don't want it to be...
I don't know what to do...
2007-07-31
05:55:32
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