OK, here goes......
Two years ago I found out that my husband was having an emotional affair. There was no sex involved(that I know about). But there was sharing of deep personal things and betrayal and lies, etc. He has asked my forgiveness and claims it has been ended. I am having a hard time trusting him again.
The real problem lies with me. Before this happened, I thought we had the perfect marriage and family. I was content to be a wife and mother. I dressed like a mom. I always wore makeup and looked nice. Now, I have this urge to be sexy and wild. I lost 45lbs. (I wasn't even fat to begin with) I got two tattoos. I bought clothes like I wore in highschool. (short skirts, tube tops etc.) I want to be wild and care free. I want guys to want me. I feel like I am caught between two worlds. I don't know what is wrong with me. I'The woman involved in my husbands affair was the type of woman I feel like I am attempting to be.(sexy dressing, flirtacious and wild). Any thoughts?
2007-07-22
11:30:43
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Marriage & Divorce