My life doesn't reflect the life of a saint. I cant pray, words just a are not there. I live on the couch of a worldly gay guy because I cannot get, or hold a job. It seems I have put my finance before God. most likely I have ruined her spiritual life as well. I just don't see anything in my life that reflects the life of Christ. I go to church where the pastor is a true man of God as well as the other members. I know what the truth is and certainly know that I was defiantly saved at the beginning.
But what now? It seems that no matter how hard I try my life does not improve and I do not come any closer to God. And if I am not living a Godly life before him,,, there really is no point in continuing.
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2007-07-16
19:32:21
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