The first morning home from hospital I started crying. It lasted for a few months, I was miserable and anxious and restless. I constantly worried about what I had gotten myself into and fantasized about adoption. I didnt want to hold her or anything. I said I would never have another child and went on prozac. It helped me and I've been back to normal for the last 4 years. My husband and I decided to have another baby but the depression has come back, this time during pregnancy. I orignally went of my meds but went back 3 weeks ago on 10mg of Prozac. Its not helping and my relationship with my first born is already beginning to suffer. I have trouble eating, sleeping, concentrating, and have no interest in playing with her anymore. I have to force myself to hug her and pretend to be happy and I dont even sit at the table to eat lunch with her. I find myself wishing I never got pregnant and ruined everything for her and my husband. is it just my hormones? has anybody else felt this
2007-06-28
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