My Mom lost her battle to Ovarian Cancer a month ago today. Right after she past I did cry, and felt that I missed her, but part of me couldn't fully let go and release my emotions. I still think I was in the 'staying strong mode' - like how I was when I was by her side as she battled this merciless disease. My sister and I kept saying, we're sad now, but everyone around us is falling apart. Is there something wrong with us? A few people have said that one day it will really hit you -- like you ran into a brick wall.. and then you crumble. I did the Relay for Life on Friday and was so pround of myself, as were others. But, yesterday and today (the 1 month annivresary of her death) I feel tons anger, and great sadness. I'm wondering if it is truly hitting me now. I was doing so well. Do you think that I am regressing? Or do you think that it is normal that I'm feeling this right now -- after I thought I was doing okay.
2007-06-25
07:11:31
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