Today I feel very lonely and lost. I spent my day shopping as usual as it has become an obsession since I lost my job. Not that I spend much money, of course, I don't. Just takes my mind off the reality: I still don't feel like I belong to the country I live in for 7 years now, my marriage is going down the heel, my husband is more like a housemate for 3 years now, no kids, no job, family far away back at home. In 15 minutes I will go to bed to crawl on my side of it. Sometimes if feels as if loneliness is suffocating me. I caught myself looking I never thought I would be in this place. No wonder my friends are not dying to spend time with me - who wants to spend time with a sad person? My husband keeps telling me that I am agressive.. I am so tired of his criticism. Not all bad - of course, I am grateful I am healthy, not bad looking, have a place to live, cats, some friends.. So what shall I do if I feel like crap? Been there before
2007-06-05
13:22:24
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Alyssa Macey
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Marriage & Divorce