Ok..I was raised a strict Catholic(I started to goof up when i turned 14). As a Catholic, I did some really bad things, like had sex before marriage, was pregnant when I got married......and so on. Here's the thing, I believe in Heaven, and I hope I am going there some day...GOD is ALL FORGIVIING right? So I did these things later in life(20-21), so when I was young what did I do so bad that made GOD punish me the way he did.....I was sexually, physically, and verbally abused by my father as little as 5(the earliest I can remember). No these are not repressed memories...they are real just like they happened yesterday. So...what did a 5 year old girl do SOOOO BAD that this had to happen to her. Not only that, but I also lost my mom when she was 46 to Cancer, then I was in an auto accident that left me disabled and unable to stand for any longer than 10min, or sit any longer than 30min, and I am no longer able to walk over 150ft at a time!? Am I just being a baby?? If so tell me...
2007-04-12
17:48:30
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Momma P
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