my baby
my girl
why do you want to go?
i will miss you
i do not want you to leave
i know you are ready
to stand on your feet
but i have always been there
watching you
ready to pick you up when you fall
ready to scoop you up in my arms.
my eyes well with tears
so much that the keyboard is unclear
as i type the unwritten words i want to speak
but the volume
you only understand
as me being loud
so
i will be loud
i don't want you to go
i will miss you
i am not ready
though you say you are
i am not.
i sat back and watched you
through loving eyes and and a guiding heart.
i cried with your pain
and laughed with your joys
the stretch marks never ceased as you continued to help me grow
i tried to give you the space that you needed, knowing that everyone needs to find their identity.
I was more scared than you while/as you were/are discovering who you are, but I tried not to suffocate you.
Believing that learning from experience can teach us more than what people tell us. I wanted you to learn, I want you to love, i want you to live and baby I want you to continue to learn...for the rest of your life. We never know it all. And only the wise will accept wanting to learn more everyday.
May you always know this,
I will love you like no other, you were my first true love. My unconditional forever.
I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL!!!!
LOVE Mom(my)
2007-03-20
19:26:54
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