is she really going to go? i sent her this email....?

Question

my baby
my girl
why do you want to go?
i will miss you
i do not want you to leave
i know you are ready
to stand on your feet
but i have always been there
watching you
ready to pick you up when you fall
ready to scoop you up in my arms.
my eyes well with tears
so much that the keyboard is unclear
as i type the unwritten words i want to speak
but the volume
you only understand
as me being loud
so
i will be loud
i don't want you to go
i will miss you
i am not ready
though you say you are
i am not.
i sat back and watched you
through loving eyes and and a guiding heart.
i cried with your pain
and laughed with your joys
the stretch marks never ceased as you continued to help me grow
i tried to give you the space that you needed, knowing that everyone needs to find their identity.
I was more scared than you while/as you were/are discovering who you are, but I tried not to suffocate you.
Believing that learning from experience can teach us more than what people tell us. I wanted you to learn, I want you to love, i want you to live and baby I want you to continue to learn...for the rest of your life. We never know it all. And only the wise will accept wanting to learn more everyday.
May you always know this,
I will love you like no other, you were my first true love. My unconditional forever.
I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL!!!!
LOVE Mom(my)

Answer 1

I know that it is hard to let that baby girl gpo. I do know my 18 year old daughter moved out last May after graduation. I was not ready to let her. She however, was ready to go. I knew that I could not guilt her into staying nor did I want to. I co signed for her apartment and let her know that I was still there for her. Guess what she may be moving back in May. She wanted to prove to herself and me that she could have her own apartment and maintain it. She fixed up the apartment real cute. She invited me over quite often and visited me. In fact she got very homesick for her family and it was easy for her to say so. She also knows that she can move back for the summer and there wont be big drama when she tries her wings a Mi Mariposa (My Butterfly) for Raquel
mother, daughter connected together in silken womb
where you are cradeled, embraced in protective cocoon.
Promised one here you will grow and rest,
I would keep you here forever your mother does confess.
Nature beckons you to your place
Your tiny form struggles against the confined space.
Violently liberated from the space that held you tight
Releasing to the world your precious gifts now in sight.
In celebration of your fierce ambition and might
Your gentle spirit love compassion and pure light
Carmel brown wings developed by the essential flight
Sour high Mariposa as you take flight.

Trina Dionne Tilson
Copyright ©2007 Trina Dionne Tilson

This is my poem for my daughter.
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Answer 2

This is a really sweet poem! How old is your daughter? My son moved away to go to school in another state and I couldn't talk because my voice didn't work. Next year my daughter is going away to school, too. I miss them, but I know they need to grow and spread their wings! Now I get to travel to new and interesting places to go visit them!

Answer 3

If you daughter love you soo much ....
she won't leave you .
But, if she really love you soo much and want to go...
Let her gooo.....With your happy face.
Thats the only thing you can do for her if she want to leave..

Answer 4

leaving my answer to your question at my post, no, u r wrong. Who want to have american fat ***** with kids that she got before marriage? Nobody,only loosers ;)))) russian r thin,smart.beautiful. She hates USA so we move to UK,USA is not the best in the world,forgot it,u r stupid :))))))))))) also,,,russians dont make kids and dont whore around before they get married.so compare it to your american women :))))