I've been so angry the past few days. A year ago, my boyfriend of 4 years broke my heart. He started seeing another woman behind my back and was constantly lying to me. I was an emotional wreck. I truely thought I'd spend the rest of my life with him. Our relationship was the most important thing in my life up to that point. I tried moving on... taking up new hobbies, making new friends... I thought I was doing so well. Then a few days ago something clicked and everything around me reminds me of him. And when I think of him, I get so angry that he ruined our relationship and broke my heart. I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want to go anywhere. I still live in the apartment we shared, so even things in my own home are reminders that make me angry. I'm getting awful tension headaches. I've completely lost my inner peace. Why am I suddenly so upset? Why can't I move on once and for all? Will these thoughts always come back to haunt me?
2007-03-16
03:41:54
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☆skyblue
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Mental Health