now i dont want a bronzed, tanned slim girl. no, iam very fussy about how i would like the girl id like to meet, to look like. im looking for a young 20/27 year old, pale, white, plump girl who is cute. i no that sounds ridiculous to say, but this is want im after and i seek. and is also the reason why i want to get well, so much, so i can find this particular girl. but im 29, aging prematurley, suffer with mental health probs. bpd. waiting for therapy, and im wondering how i will find this type of girl? on the rare time i force myself to leave my flat and go out, i never see, 20/27 year old, pale, milk bottle white, plump, chubby, cute white girls. its like theyve migrated to another part of the planet, or there hiding from me, when they learn, ' im out'. or something, somebodies not allowing me to meet them type of girls..telling them to stay away from me. i live in a small council flat. cant work right now. and feel i have nothing going for me. so i feel 'unable' to find this
2007-03-14
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