Ive spent my life caring for everyone and everything and im a person who really loves to help,but after all the stress of this past few years and being looked upon as the family dictionary(Ive no qualifications but im supposed to have all the answers)and no different to any mom im sure,the events of the last few weeks has caught up with me and yesterday i felt like my head was exploding and i wanted to just lash out at everything and everyone.I actually said to a few of my family members"Cant you see me?Cant you hear me?Im a human being too and i just screamed to be left alone which, was met with huge resentment and quite seriously if a bus had been coming i would have thrown myself in front of it,but it wouldnt have hurt me as im invisible,not even human.I know its too much stress and have even been to see my dr to get help,but im angry,resentful and even said i was going to give back the care ive been given,which wouldnt cover a stamp.A hug would have done me,but i got the silence!!!
2007-03-14
19:06:08
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Big momma
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Mental Health