I'm having the worst time of my life right now, it has been bad but not now. I was at work today and just had the thought, "I'm tired of being an adult" and almost started crying and wanted to leave in the middle of my shift. I just recently stopped smoking pot because I was a heavy habitual user.. I sold pot for 4 years but stopped that a year ago or so. I enjoy my current job and have no plans to ever go back into the trade. I feel like i'm stuck and missed 4 years of life.
Since I stopped smoking pot I haven't been able to get out of this wierd existential viewpoint where nothing makes sense, i feel no purpose other than when I'm at work. I can't converse with people, I even try to go out and socialize but end up sitting and staring. I can't sleep, can't think etc... I can talk if I drink but don't want to trade habits so I don't I just sit at home alone mostly. what my problem? I think about counselling but can't afford it. Is there affordable mental help in the USA?
2007-03-12
20:38:17
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