2 years ago, my first love walked out on me, leaving me with 6 month old twins. He left me for another woman. 2 years, I have suffered, been unlucky in love, and had convinced myself that I was meant to be alone forever. Then, 2 months ago, a guy walked into my life and completely changed it. We have been together 2 months and things have been AMAZING! Except for one small problem. My issues. I don't trust him, I get mad over the little things, I can feel myself starting to push him away and build a wall around my heart because I'm TERRIFIED I'm going to get hurt again. This guy treats me like a queen, he is so good to my kids, they adore him, all of my friends love him, my mother loves him, and they all tell me that I don't see how he looks at me. Yet, I find myself checking up on him. I check his phone records to see who he calls, I check his myspace to read his messages that he gets and sends, I check his friends pages for comments he's left.
2007-03-08
00:48:46
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Sarah
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