I am 20 years old in F.W. TX, and I think I need to spend some time in a mental hospital. All I can think about every day is ending it all, and I would have by now if I wasn't so scared it would hurt. I can't get myself to go out and do things because I am so scared of people and being around them. I also have trouble thinking, like am in a fog. I think that is what makes my family call me lazy and not believe me when I try to explain how things are for me. Everyone says, "get over yourself" or "go to church". I do not know what to do, because I can not function.
I am homeless and nearly out of money, and I heard that unless you do something crazy to make people think you are a danger to the public or "attempt" suicide, it is very expensive to be in a hospital voluntarily. I am scared people will think I am just trying to get a roof over my head. I don't know what to expect if I call 911, because I do not want the police to come and make a big scene.
2007-03-05
00:43:00
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