I have been wanting to return to the church and become closer to God for a while now and recently dated a girl that was deeply religious and devoted to God, and she said she doesn't want to see me anymore because she cannot trust herself around me she has been true to God for the last year and a half and this time she hopes to stay true.
I only became successful in dating a year ago and before that I was not. I thought that sex in hotels, etc was what I wanted but now that I met this girl I think I want a spiritual/religious woman.
Thing is that she had been in a lot of relationships, possibly sexual, for someone in her position, maybe some before God I don't know. I feel like if I seek out a religious woman I am somehow giving up what I struggled for years to succeed at. That she will be more experienced than me. I will always have that thought in my mind if I should have fooled around more. I am way ahead of my friends, many of whom are way older than me. What do I want/do?
2007-02-22
03:59:54
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